“I don’t like him.”
A few of the main girls in my life have already decided. With good reason though, I can’t exactly blame them. He did something that was super questionable and a big turn off I have to admit. But it’s hard for me to ignore him and walk away after actually getting to know him, alone. Without this, I don’t want to say act but this strong out there personality I notice otherwise. Which I get some people are just like that when they’re in the company of others. It’s just a lot for me to handle I guess because I’m the total opposite. I’m not making up excuses though, what he did wasn’t cool, and I have yet to call him out on it.
I’m just struggling with the idea of over looking this. I’m struggling with, if this part of him will continue to be an issue for me. Now I say issue as in, is he going to continue to do things in the future that when my feelings or how it sits with me should be taken into account, they aren’t. And then I have to kick myself for saying I should have known. I can’t tell the future so I don’t know if this will even become anything, but I’m not jumping into anything for the sake of it. I’d rather be alone then settle or sit here spending the whole night deciding if I like someone or not.
As much as he has a good amount of traits I find great, there are the things I’m not crazy about that scare me off. Not to mention, remind me of someone who shall not be named or even remotely mentioned and this is not a good thing.
I’m going to call him out on his shit and see what happens. I’m thankful I didn’t drop anyone else on the roster for this character.
My friends have my best interest at heart though, I have to say. I would never get mad at them or upset about giving me their honest opinion. This is my disclaimer that even though I don’t always agree or it takes me longer to see their opinion is always valued above everyone else’s. They also are crazy and stick by me even when I don’t listen anyways, so that’s great too.